hard to let go

reached singapore at 2300 last night.gave a call to daddy and bro.cant stop my tears from rolling down when i talk to daddy.losing small boy is not an easy thing and i never had this feeling before.when first rambo passed away i only cried for one hour but small boy made me cried so many days.i started to cry since the day i saw him in the clinic.though i know i should let him go because he's very suffering yet it's not an easy thing to do.but am sure small boy is enjoying his new life with jack jack,1st rambo,chao chao,suprise,junior and ber ber.small boy i really wanna let you know that even though you're not here with me anymore but you're remain in my heart forever and no other dogs can ever replace you in my heart.love you alwiz.