my sweet small boy

you guys must be wondering who is small boy?small boy is my dog and his name is rambo.bro took rambo to see doc on sat and he was diagnosed with kidney and live failure.i was so worried that i took the latest flight back to kl on sun night after work.i went to see rambo earlier and his whole body had turned yellowish due to his kidney problem.it breaks my heart to see him in this kind of situation.his breathing was hard and doc said he having breathing prob because of the drips.seeing all those pipe in his tiny hand really made my heart sank.he was very weak to even stand up but he struggle to stand on his feet when he see me leaving.i guess he must've longing to go home with me.he must have misses home dearly.doc said it's better to put him to sleep but the final decision can only be made once daddy is back.though i know letting him go is the only way because he's really suffering but i really cant..i can presuade myself to let him..i just cant...seeing his tiny body fighting with all his strength really breaks my heart.i beg God please heal him...please dont take my small boy away from me...please...